back to the blogosphere::

I came to the cafe just for a change and suddenly i had a strong feeling that i must blog today . so here i am with this post.

Its been almost seventy days since the last time i blogged.Some important factors responsibl efor factors are responsible for it::
a.I thought for a while that i don't have much interesting happening in my life which i can share.
b.I got a complex that just like most of my other friends (mostly engineering and some medical) i should also have a computer so that i dont have to visit these net Cafe's every now and then.
c.Since i knew this thing is going to take a lot of time(choosing a right model and all those things)so i imposed a condition that i will not blog until i get one(many will thing how stupid he's but thats the way things work with me)
Finally i choose one for me and soon will get it.During all this time there were many times when i had a strong urge to blog.Only i know how i controlled it.
In last few days i have visited many places and meet some incredible people and have got some very interesting stories which i would share in my coming posts.So keep in touch those who thought that i would never blog again.Thanks to Durga who encouraged me to get back to this part of the world.

Those who are ready to give all that they have are the ones who will get what others can never have. (i don't know exactly what it means but many times such one liners just flash through my mind and then keep echoing till i write them or share them)

i do cos you made me sad..

Eleven things i do when I'm sad, unhappy,disheartened,or harassed

1.i shout at ppl.(This relives my anger)

2.i keep myself aloof(To ignore those ppl)

3.i play excessive games on phone n surf without reason or download songs which i have never heard or gonna listen.(To distract my mind)

4.i give an artificial smile to those who are responsible for it and decides not to talk to them.(SO that they get to know what they did)

5.i miss my parents,(If they were there then this wouldnt have happened)

6.i read all the crap in newspaper.(To focus my attention to other things)

7.i start carrying a lot of money in wallet even if i don't need it.(It happens unconsciously)

8.i start driving my bike at exuberant speed and take risky cuts.(because i wan to break free)

9.i start smiling , talking and sleeping excessively(Its natural for those who are depressed)

10.i listen to Avril songs(it acts like a tranquilizer for me)

11.i stop taking my meals and rather start living on fruits milk toasts and other bakery items.

The presence of any four of them are sufficient to diagnose Acute Depression in my case...So its my humble request to ppl around me to take notice of it and behave accordingly..

I started this blog with great enthusiasm but now im finding its a bit

hard to keep it updated with daily events of my life or what im thinking all thru the day..

i dont know the reason (its not lazyness i tell u !!) may be its my next exams coming in May..

I wish i get regular with my first blog !!

i usually don't criticise something until and unless that thing drives me crazy..one

such thing happened on this Friday i had gone to watch this movie Aa Deke Zara n

ever since then i have been cursing myself for that decision..its a show of how poorly a director can direct a movie..the actorNitin Mukesh(Ray) doesnt know acting n even though Vipasha was there

but she too failed to bring the show(the director couldn't cash her :P).

Our Mr Ray was a wild life photographer though he never used his this ability in the movie

He gets a camera which can take pics of future..here's the mistake Mr Ray had set the date of this camera more than five times but never set the time once but stil the pics showed

the exact time on them..a silly mistake ..this movie deserve the status of a super duper flop n i think people will give it that happily.

Testing..Testing..123..Testing

While searching on google i came thru this think..Lets check or rather test whether this works thru my phon or not..If it does then i promise i wil speak not often but frequently on this blog :)..Lemme just close my eyes for i min before i submit it...Amen !!

Poor start

Though its been a week by now since i registered here but its been a week
since i wrote my first entry...m sorry for dat friends !!(wen i say sorry it doesnt
mean i wont do it in future)
Actually i was busy finding ways to do blogging from my cell phon n im yet to find one..hope i get it soon..By the way i didnt tell u why i took to blogging,,most of my friends
did give me that look wen i told them im about to blog..Well friends u all are aware n even the name of my blog says dat i speak less but dat doesnt means dat i dont want to share my thoughts or feelings wid u so im taking to blogging..
Will catch u soon take care..